Human beings are full of emotions. These
emotions can be held within in many situations no matter how rough these
situations are; however, some others cannot be held within in many situations.
In 2010, I lost my cousin in a serious car accident, and when that incident
happened, I could not hide my emotions from anybody; on the contrary, I cried
and cried until my eyes dried, and that is how hard the incident was.
Therefore, that incident has not just exposed my emotions; it has also gotten
me closer to my aunt and my cousin Suliman, who is Turkey ’s older brother.
It was around 7:00PM when we gathered
together to have a dinner in my parents’ resort home, and Turkey was with us. We had such a
delicious dinner, and then we had dessert that Turkey brought with him. He gave
everybody some of that delicious dessert. Meantime, we were watching TV and
having a fabulous time together talking, laughing, and enjoying being together.
After all of this, Turkey
told us that he was going to leave to meet his friends, so he gave them a ride in
his new car that his mother just bought.
A few hours later, everybody went outside
to the field to play volleyball and left their phones around me while I was
watching the TV. I could hear them
screaming at each other. Suddenly, Suliman's phone start ringing, ringing, and
ringing. It was his older brother; I did not answer, but he kept calling, so I
decided to answer; and I wish I had not.
“Suliman?”
“No, this is Hisham, Suliman is playing
outside.”
“Tell him that Turkey just had an accident with
two of your cousins and their friend.”
I was shocked when he told me; I
did not know what to do or how to tell Suliman. Later, I called him and told
him that we ought to go to the hospital right now. As soon as we arrived to the
hospital, I felt that there was something keeping me from entering the
emergency room, and my feet could not hold me. Finally, I gathered my courage
and entered to the emergency room where my cousins were. The room was packed,
and everybody was trying to find out what had happened to him since the other
passengers, who were with him in the car, had only minor injuries. Since the
room was packed, I had to walk among everybody to get the nurse and ask her
about the situation.
“I am here for Turkey he was just brought here.”
“Yes,” said the nurse, “he is inside the resuscitation
room, and the doctors are doing their job in order to stop the bleeding.”
“Is he going to be alright?
“We do not know yet, but let's
hope that.”
While he was inside the room, we were
outside hoping and praying that he would get well. As we were praying, the resuscitation's
door opened and the doctor came out. “He is in a coma. Now they are going to
take him to the intensive care room everybody should leave, and we will contact
his father if anything occurs," Said the doctor. Then, we saw that moving
bed being pushed through us heading to the intensive care room. Everybody left
except for me I could not leave, I did not want to leave, all what I wanted was
to see him. Consequently, I asked the nurse for permission to see him, so let
me. I entered the intensive care room. It was very quiet room, and was dimmed
lights, was full of patients, and the nurses were walking around checking on
them. Furthermore, when I entered there I could feel the sadness, hear the
devices beeping, and smell medications. I looked around in order to find him,
and I saw him. He was
on
that bed surrounded by many devices, and his left arm was wrapped to his chest
because he had a bruise on his elbow. He was also breathing by a respirator,
and a tube was hooked up to his throat.
When I saw that, I could not hold
my tears I put my hand on his head and talked to him "He might be
listening to you now, but I do not think he can talk to you. “He is in a
coma." The nurse said. I tried to spend as much time as I could staring at
his peaceful and smiley face, and then I left that room. He had to be
transferred to an advanced hospital in order to have better care, and he was
put in another intensive care room. At that time, I was visiting him every day
and spent some time sitting next to his bed. Asked the nurses if he had gotten
better, but the answer was always no, he had not. After five days, and while I
was sleeping in the house, I received a call from my sister.
“Have you been told?
“About what?”
“Turkey has been announced dead.”
It was a strong shock that made
me jump out of the bed and act like a mad. As I said, sometimes a person has to
expose his or her emotions and that what happened. I locked myself in my room
and started crying like a baby, and remembering every moment that we had together.
The next day, I went to the mosque to take a last look at that wonderful,
amazing, and tolerant face before taking the body to the cemetery and buried
him. Again, I could not stop crying when I saw him being covered and carried to
the cemetery.
All in all, every year on the
same day which he passed away, I remember him. I remember that sense of humor
that he had, and when I remember that, I just smile. He had extremely gorgeous
soul. To sum up, because of his beautiful character, and his personality that
everybody loved, I had to show my emotions in front of all people who were at
the cemetery. I will be remembering and he will never be forgotten.
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